today i feel relieved, i'm so happy that i know i am doing what i want to do for a long time to b e free. i still miss my family but i learned to stand my own ground nothing can stop on what will i be doing! Later this afternoon angel, marie and i met grace. i was surprised when i saw grace she looked different, i didn't know why. i we talked to each other tha's the time i confirmed she really changed now....in her true self.... what can i say, the truth is i'm happy for him she's really back to her senses... i also discovered that we have the same views in life....like her, i don't want anyone to know that i have a problem even though if it's a big one....why? because i am the one that will have the solution to my problem...and no one else....my friends can pity on me.... the thing is i don't want to be pitied upon. i am the beholder of my fate and not any body, i have my decisions and nobody will brake that and the very best thing is when i want something i will do anything to get it, no matter what the consequence are.....that's the real me.....and the only me....at past i don't want other people know something to know about me....cause i was in the amidst of the underworld together with my tormentors.....time had changed.....i will be their new ruler....their new tormentor. thanks to AngeL, cause she offered me to go with her internet surfing....hehehe.....if not her i hadn't written this....sorry guys i didn't join you on the gig..maybe next time...
Currently listening to: revolt by borknagar
Currently feeling: determined